I want to spend my few days in the hospital with my family, and I don't want to feel like I have to stay awake because I have visitors. I'll do my best to keep in touch through Facebook and text messaging with those of you who want to know how I am doing. And I'll be sure to blog any important milestones throughout the process.
When I get home visitors are welcome! In fact, I might need some of you to come entertain me!
Another question I get asked a lot is how I'm feeling. Am I nervous? Yeah, a little. I told my friend Adrian today that every day is a different emotion. Angry, nervous, sad, happy, scared, anxious. And that can be within the hour. Today I'm neutral. I know the big day is getting closer, and I am excited for that, but I still have a lot to accomplish in the next 12 days. Tomorrow I should be officially moved out of my apartment. It is also Dad's birthday... (gotta figure out what to do for him.) Then it is Mom's birthday the next day... (still don't know what to get her.) Then, BAM, just like that it is finals week at school...
A part of me wonders why I didn't just get the surgery done during the semester. Then I remember I would like to graduate sometime before 2020. But even then I'm so caught up in having the surgery and being done with it that I find it hard to concentrate at school. I am feeling less motivated about school, and more motivated to get through this obstacle in life so I CAN move on.
With all that being said, I still have 12 days. And I'm going to make the most out of those 12 days.
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